hi. :)

i feel timid. like my words aren't worth reading. it's odd to post something public for the world to see. of course, though there are so many eyes on the world wide web, more commonly today known as the internet, very few read the mind ramblings of numerous bloggers. i used to post daily. sometimes multiple times. writing was my way of releasing. and as an adolescent female, releasing my thoughts and emotions was mandatory to my sanity. even now in my adulthood, releasing my thoughts and emotions is necessary, but i've felt a resistance in the way i share. and i'm timid.

it's almost uncomfortable when it's something i haven't done in ages. i'm not a shy person...typically...

but i love writing. so i'm going to challenge myself to begin writing again. writing for the world to read. writing to stretch my imagination and thought process. writing to encourage. writing to entertain.

await in suspense.

God is so good.

i'm stuck in a state of awe. God's graciousness is SO real to me in this moment.

have you ever had one of those time where someone is on your heart and you have no idea why. and you can't do anything but pray and pray and pray for them? i couldn't sleep last night, and now i know why. and what's beautiful? because of that, i was able to encourage and love someone who needed it deeply. i was able to find joy. i was able to experience Christ.

You're beautiful, Lord.